Still lacking focus

Even though I have been getting better I am still lacking focus.

I know I want to do something, but I do not know what I want to do. I feel like I am wandering along aimlessly. It was really highlighted when I was talking to my mum on the phone. She was asking about what I wanted to do, I could not answer her though so I just told her that I did not know.


She was talking to me about asking about what was going on at school and told me that if I get offered an opportunity then I should just take it, but I really am not sure. If I am to go out to work then working within a school environment is the best option for me. However at the moment I really would prefer to work from home.

I just need to work out what I would like to do at home. At least I have got something to aim for and work towards. The most important thing that I need to do is figure out what I would like to do from home. Another thing I need to do when working from home is sort out my finances as I will be responsible for my taxes. I will have to find out information about that as well.

I have had a quick look and here are a couple of useful links that will help me. I will check to see if I can get a printed guide sent out to me.

Self employment in Scotland
HM revenue and customs

I know that there is not too much that I can do while the twins are at nursery, but if I spent less time browsing the Internet at night I can start getting myself organized.

I think I am going to have to get out my quest journal and make out my home business quest and set out some structure to what I am going to do.